January 2010
78 posts
Spring showers my best friend rusts.
why fear something you’ve never experienced enough to even have any kind of feeling towards? living with it isn’t enough anymore, now it counts. but i still sit there like a child waiting for something to be brought to me; the more i idle the more i’ll fall behind each day, each opportunity- but i still wait, bound by an uncertain fear.
“Boogie Down ♥ TIMES R HARD…IM JUSS GONNA HAVE2GO SELL MY MOOSE KNUCKLE ON...”
– this girl has some great optomism, i don’t thhink she’s ever had a bad status i don’t know how she does it..
never experienced such ear pains
dear god
i don’t think i want to do this anymore. i have one coming up next sunday and i don’t want to go- at all. i don’t want to have to be a certain way and not be allowed to do the things i want to do to my body; why can’t i just be myself. i don’t even know how i can do it, i’m too self-concious and too scared to be anything else. plus, this isn’t the body...
“new things are scary. like leaving home for the first time- or brocolli!”
Goodnight and Goodmorning
i’m starting to second guess my thoughts about fate and everything. i think we all have a fate that is already created, but it is ever changing and can be altered in any moment from the impact of choice. i still believe in shaping our own future, but it is not a blank canvas. i think if i chose to take one road, a fate would blossom from the womb of that decision, and it would come true...
it’s weird when you don’t have those feelings anymore; the ones that would consume you everyday and fill up your every thought. when they’re with you for so long and it suddenly disperses, it’s strange to not feel much at all and with that, you try and find something that will full up your thoughts and your time until a new feelings like that sprouts again.
that was the definition of immaturity, good for you
all of your posts are really good and insightful and show you are a true and deep person
ha not.
“Often it’s the most deserving people who cannot help loving those who...”
N'ayez jamais peur
oh god I DONT CARE
i went to the mall to buy and new bus pass..and another dragonball z season cough, and my mom needed to look for new phones. we went to fido and i noticed the guy had a tatoo on his wrist
“is that a four star dragonball?!” “that is a four star dragonball. and that’s not all..” then he whipped out his phone and showed me the back of his phone that had a drgaon ball...
I GOT 95% ON MY HISTORY CULMINATING!!@#%$*
me so proud
“yamcha, i think i can get him if i go through that window!”...”
– AHAHHDSHHAAHAA yes
you only get to live once
you walked by the door and said that, and it really just hit me. i think it’s weird that once exact thing won’t happen twice. i won’t even be able to go back to five seconds ago, 5 minutes or 5 years. maybe it’s not so strange, but it seems like it should be able to happen, well to me at least.
:'(:'(:'(:'(
i finished the whole dragonball z series today and i think i’m more sad about this than anything i’ve been sad about recently. i’m getting my sister’s seasons 1 and 2 from her on thursday so i can start it all over again, it’s what i do when something i love like that ends, i don’t know why
my hatred for you runs deeper than anything. it’s rooted within my nerves and runs through my viens. everytime i see something about you or you in all your stupidity, a monster rises within me and i only see red. maybe it’s horrible of me to think so-then again i don’t care because it’s you- but i hope terrible things for you and i hope you hurt as much as you hurt me...
AAH
my mom told me that my grandma has been hallucinating recently, when i asked like what she said people dancing and heads rolling off people and stuff like that
i am extremely freaked out
i could hate you, there is so much potential for it
i’ve just started the last season of dragonball z and i’m genuinley sad about this
and i’ve realized a large majority of my recent posts are about dbz
yeah dbz/……/.,;lfjxgdgtuy486596898738t@#$^%&^*
i just realized there’s dragonball z actionn figures in my house, i decided to put them in my room
best day of my week probably heheheeEEeehheE….
i’ll be going to the second extreme with you maybe
i think that's the stupidest thing my eyes have...
